Yo Mizz became Year N Review! 2018 Gorilla Dunk. > 2019

Mizz. I can’t say enough how immensely wonderful this time in Santa Monica is for you in these crazy times we have lived in basically ever since 9/11 before that 4 us 76 kids? Nothing but joy. My honest 2 goodness memories of that nasty little recession in 91-93 was WashUp shutting off the car phones in 3 of the four Lincoln Cadillac’s, lol, but I regress, my thing, LA!!

This little winter vacation now year #2 of its genius, time now, for some corny yet effective YOGA. Get Russ Simmons with the Yoga, stretch it’s important, we’re basketball players so we laugh at stretching which like bad medicine we should probably take.

My godfather Uncle Clayt believed in letters in fact he used to send me telegrams as a boy pretending to be Red Aurbach of the Boston Celtics. Mostly he reminded me of the gift of life, the brotherhood of men, the responsibility of good capitalism most important the importance of supporting, standing with and up for your black brother when racism reared it's ugly, non-inclusive, face. Mob. Rap-A-Lot. "Sorry your not on the list." Magic remembers Uncle Clayt, the immortality of influence, RIP Uncle Clayt, thanks forever. My first limo, box seat, Broadway play and naked slinky pictures, full nudes of the "queens" he cherished. "Never brag of your conquests." he'd oft remind. I'll take the time to remind myself now of this (cuz I have no conquests) Your never fully dressed without a smile. + Turkey Bowel and charity.

Photo is of one of the original Turkey Bowls in Johnston PA. Hero Uncle Clayt, his dad, CC baby, my godfather started a pickup football game over Thanksgiving in all the right moves land, raising over 300K for Easter Seals between 1978-present probably more. Our own YG Foundation stems in no small part from this inspiration. RIP Uncle Clayt, I kneeled at your grave, your father WW2 Hero with one working hand broke down with his wife Adele. She told me later, on that cold day, I needed a moment on that cold hill by all by myself. The last of the great Americans, it couldn't be him. He took his own life shortly after the towers fell in 2001. We got the call before our own Turkey Bowl I was in tears, sad tears until Monster walked into my ma's condo and said, "Bottom line I'm a very good looking person, look at me!" Laughter lifted me up. He did look great in his throw back Elway, tight spandex and sunglasses exactly what China's good for.

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I love you so much Uncle Clayt, so yeah the YG (Young Guardians) foundation will be back Thanksgiving 2019, spearheaded all-in by and for us. The thing about giving is it's really just for you, it's just a move is all, a Karma play as it was opposed to a selfish short reward joint the United States is more than familiar with. I love my country. YG Foundation, 2019, The 25th high school reunion 2019. Crazy Back 2 the Future 2 shit! The YG Foundation We've raised maybe 35K, ten years, 12 events and stalled the fuck out or we have done, NOTHING! (Hatty voice) compared to Uncle Clayt N his Western PA pack of boys, time in that sense is our ally. No excuses. I'm such a sucker for them. Worse than others. Lying to your therapist is like cheating at Solitaire.

The Turkey Bowl is special sauce, special nugget, special drug like feel since it's inception for many of us, passion is how something survives.

On board no beer for a year movement! Make that five make that today make that whatever the next write thing to do is, double meaning! Factz. ADD side note: Noriega Rockwell is a sick rap name i just made up. My sister's nickname re; my effort is "halfway" must have been all that figure skating. More factz Minx hasn’t had a drink in 6 years. King Frank 9 Years. Steve & Jeff, gone has to be a correlation. My two families 2 cities 2 commodities my Godfather, the O'Hare Trade, my opus "outcry" one set of brothers lives the other set dies just how addiction goes if you can't bully him back. As 4 me, whenever the first TNF was, that breakfast wait lunch too of course my last drinks, still early like the returns which have been stellar. I thinkz i might keep that up ;) My dry January has legs going into it. My body has transformed simply not drinking beer.

Important Notice: Giving back works, , more evidence; giving JK my out of box Josh Gordon jersey that Scully sent me as soon as they sent the villain to Foxborough! I’ve underestimated the value of a live, old skule head in the pro shop at Foxborough. Scully said they only printed out 20 in a test run. “Send me one ASAP buddy.” I called the day he was signed. And when that jersey came it was Christmas for your boy Mr. Paradise up in this mickey fickey. The shit was so Cajun I wouldn’t wear it by the Columbia height’s projects in DC certainly not with my matching air force one Bobby Kraft’s and two dimples, I'd be shot for breaching hotness levels. The new Randy Moss, nothings more excited than high risk like a kite flying, a little too high in this case I guess. It's great motivation for our white core of receivers. Speaking of Boston Sports new metric, Gordon Haywood playing in very white cities metric. The man erupts against the whitest cities in America this means short him big when they play say, Atlanta! Seems silly and yes weird but true he just torched (finally) MN which now without Prince may be all white minus our fam Vinny Chase and Jessica the Great.

The Josh Gordon jersey. From 88 Jordan hot to discount in the MVP bins like a taco bowl commercial with Kevin Federline, I can relate. The story is a great story though because it’s a story of friendship the gift of giving and how it always comes back. JK aka the jigga man cleaning out the 75K house his parents bought in the 70’s for the final time after it fetched 1.2 million recently yo public records relax kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid. Unearthed a Celtics green game jersey, #5, he thought I’d love it, #5 was not Jaylen Brown as I thought and screamed was I saw the 5, no rather (drum roll please) Mr. Ron Mercer! A huge shout to the 42 crowd out there Bean town hoop heads, I love it so much more than if it were actually the Jaylen brown who might be my favorite player in the NBA. Ron Mercer I never take the shit off. Magic and I pranked called Pedro Martinez his first year in Boston back in the mid 90's. I simply did not believe Magic that the man was not only listed but actually picked up, as usual magic was right.

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The unemployment # will soon have an index, with over forty meandering lost (Mostly white) jaded, salesmen, this currently is not reflected in the # or rate the white man just gives up index. Debt is like a lie. We're N. The everything bubble. The first Friday of every month is the unemployment or non-farm payrolls, the nations most important # as my godfather Uncle Clayt told me years ago in 96 on the floor of the CBOT. He told me there was nothing quite like witnessing a bond opening down there in the catacombs of West Jackson the first Friday of the month. he was right, many lessons from their then flagship product as it was the famous thirty year... Pete nice rocked a t-shirt to my college graduation (yes i did) introducing the 10 year to the Merc, collectors item, it said if you trade it, they will come. Nice unearth that please. Econ: No more jobs, just science so you have to be a legend, be one or at the very least a true original. Those Chicago old trading pits themselves held lessons the least of which was you have to be a little crazy to be rich. Maybe alot. The technology is there, plus your gonna live to a hundred kid so i dunno break windows, go crazy.

I told Magic and Dana, Sunday it will be a sad day when we have to buy guns. I've never ever owned a gun. Disclaimer: Sold lil cutey .38's in high school on 7 unconfirmed instances. Let’s define a militia, Gangstarr was def well regulated and one of the best yet. Big shouts to Keebs + Navy man Ian on the Joey Budden the #1 podcast (your reading that correctly) on spotify we’ve been almost famous for decades now. I was in the backseat of a suburban in the suburbs of Virginia outside a strip mall where Joe was booked in late 2016. Keebs had driven him + a rappers always right and left hands down for the gig. It was a strip mall. The suburbs. There were less than a hundred people in the mix. The place felt like the end of his spinal tap movie. Shit I didn't give a fuck, I love the dude, his verse on Set it off super hero'd the man in my rotation off that one verse with Uncle Preem himself. Plus I loved him on Love & Hip Hop he seemed well crazy and that's kinda what I'm looking for in my entertainers. We were sitting outside the "club" watching Joe smoke a blunt listening to SlaughterHouse talking NBA playoff's in the rented Suburban. I picked my spots saying, "people will remember GS needed KD to beat Lebron who had a coach from the Isreali league and a band of average players at best. BTW Joe did not pass the blunt, then this soundbite followed between my boy Keebs and Joe. ADD side Note: Keebs in the great spirit of himself, dana and Vinny Chase out of MN survived over a decade with one client now joe was a second, big shouts to Ian Schwrtzman for game planning these mutha fuckers out of bed, yes, out of bed cookie monsters.

Keebs, "Joe almost midnight, contracts says 5 songs buddy, how about we do 3?" Joey jump off, "white people always talking about the contracts buddy." He used his white nasally voice for the word "contracts." I fought a chuckle. I realized Keebs client's were harder to mange than say foreign currency payments. JB Cont: "we doen the black contract if the spot is hot I'll play more joints." He played one song & Left. He was patted down for an entire full minute as he walked in, I walked in right by his side not baked cuz he don't share, his hood was on his ice grill perfected. I tried to think of something amazing to say. The VIP lounges from Preem's past now seemed like Jerry's hot dogs. I loved Hip Hop. I also met Rory that night, Keebs told me they had some podcast him and his buddies shooting the shit, it was hard to see at the time. Ian who is Preem, Joey Budden's manager really got after it, it was a blessing, fast forward to this past summer and the man is playing to a SOLD OUT Howard Theatre, doing his podcast with his buddies live shooting the shit. Smoking a Newport, side stage with Ian Shwartzman laughing with Keebs at Joe's joke I said, "nice work." Those guys are the best. Joe Budden has two TV shoes and the hit podcast. His face is on billboards. Life really is a taco bell commercial so keep fighting! Change agents. be 1

Speaking of fame, a gorilla year in review would never happen without an update on the fun juice Chicago b boys The Q Brothers Tyreke Hill did the Jason from DrumLine dance yesterday as an end zone dance for the record (triple point word meaning, how sick is that? I learned there's a GIF of G's most famous moment.) A Q brother story I love is when they got recognized in Germany at an airport but not from TV, film, or theatre but from the straight edge shaving video's JQ posted for the family business slash wellness facility slash historic landmark, Merz Apothecary.

Our NFL ties continue to soar ah doomz! The Q brothers and GDD together since jump. Such a vault, we have the best NFL Sundays. And this was the year i told summer crush I was over football officially. Football be like a bubble though 4 Even given everything, come Sunday, no matter what, if your teams still in it, OK? That's what's up. We're powerless, very happy for the Chicago arm of gorilladunkdaily. This Tyreke thing is wild though, the immortality of influence goes to GQ this year, (crowd cheers) what a gift to watch the Q brothers in the box seats all these years with the whole click and fam. They were kinda like an IPO I got in on back in 96 before it even sold stock, hahaha. Drumline as we say the gift that keeps giving

Speaking of the NFL our Super Bowl Champ Mr. J. Wig is married and good. Wig’s at least one former Steeler that believes Josh Gordon for lack of a better word is a pussy not a victim I will not ask for your thoughts at this time. Wig went to the site of his thirtieth masterpiece birthday and say the Q brothers, A Christmas Carol for his 40th. I love that. Some more old footage of us pre life'ing before WH

Back to this Drumline touchdown dance. Big Shouts to our fam GQ. The record breaking TD throw, the holy end zone dance is homage to our boys role as Jason or the white guy from Drumline. I know old boy loved texting the Beantown lefties regarding such a holy discussion. Wig's got great stories.

RIP lil John Coppe, my little brother next store, very sad for us. Not even 40. Lil John as I always called him came to DC for a football game with Brad in the Pierre seats and the Q brothers, Pete Nice, GQ was recognized for his role in I think I hate my wife. In any event my baby brother my lil homy driver (when license worked) and all around best little brother, watch out for me up there like I did for you down here “plee” how cash says it, it will be passed on my dude. Pac 4 life. I’m lift us all (this year) no one will be happier than you, just wish you could see what’s coming.

Dam. RIP lil John my man fifty grand, my little brother next store, soldiers baby, lil JOhn with you all the way, thanks for rooting for me, driving me around on the home tours when you had a working license. Good old Dogwood lane. I always believed in you, will really miss hanging out WITH SPLIFFS listening to Preem and the Q brothers. You got nephews, peep the heavens.

Year without beer is truly amazing especially with my royal baggage, month 4, baby baby - my body has been transformed. The pic with JK was the last morning I'd drank this year, look at that lunch box of a belly. The only change I've made in lifestyle is not drinking beer or anything with A bombs in the mickey fickey that's it.

Anyway anyone that has drank as many beers in this life I think I'd really like. I'm the type of person that will believe anything you tell me part of that was my last three months in high school. And part of life is change the change years it's no longer groundhog day and for me they have seem to come every seven years like a good revolution in Jeffersonion speak. Let's all be able to recite precisely what the second amendment says. Guns being such a thing & all. The biggest news of not drinking was finishing my first book, Legendes. 90's high school wiga turns upscale high school upside down searching for a family when he had a basketball the entire time. That's the BarStool review. I'm calling it. I have the seasons on it. And reached out to the producers of the METCO movie, On the Line. 300 pages, excess, trimmed, characters narrowed, N utterly classic, it's my first joint. Free therapy. Stay tuned to see if it's actually any good. To quote our fam NFL agent, Terrasports management Hoboken born, legend, Brad Cicalla, it's either going to be the bomb or a bomb." Yeah I know buddy. Below is the book title and cover. Sonz of Liberti, VolUme 1, "Legendes" the only thing we ever wanted to be we couldn't even spell. uh uh du

This is a picture of where the murel of the famous Ronnie Lee stood for over thirty proud years.

This was a random afternoon at the Lexington center Courts when I was home this past summer. When sports cease to matter. Speaking of Move the Tape, and GQ he recently watched it, "lot of heart kid" basically means i got nothing else to say. This is why test audiences are important, he thinks I should be in it more, I agree. The other side is new school, new coach new era exploring that side all so very interesting and in my estimation more topical than ever. The rough below. 30 minutes will survive. The new version will be much more personal.

In all of that not drinking is the catalyst, Legendes step 1, this film which will be BANGING covering a long time in short minutes is (gulp) soon. Then on to "Outcry" and "Center'd". I told summer crush I'm not going to drink again until we got 1 milly in the bank.

Every year there are changes but man the world has sped up as it always does this 2019 shit is crazy, I love it. So old school posts, big shouts to Dave Bell, longtime Gorilla reader, weed farm trip is imminent even if I put down the beer that doesn't mean a brother can't toke yo. My man, lose some, some come back some r born some r bored but you never really should be.

Summer Crush for president. Sums her up. Illest team. Little cash man turned 3, he was born the Wed before Thanksgiving better than a puppy with mad love and looks like a little boy summer crush. perfect. Lastly, again, four months no drinking, the first Thursday night football the last day I put a couple dozen back or one for that matter. The ultimate market correction brings back everything good early lessons of sports health love and Hard work. The New Year Is something will all rejoice in reflect on just have to be a human, that in itself is pretty awesome, we should all wear tuxes and remember the words of wisdom from my dear old Uncle Clayt all men are brothers! Oh yeah and Magic, play hoops out there brother white shadow it, the gifts of basketball and sports forever omnipresent. And enjoy wildcard weekend kicking off 3 hours early. Heaven. 2 a great new Years. And Go “Legendes” summer crush. 2019 is going to be outrageously dope, life can be when you got your shit together. Love fam, go Amanda and E Double, new business new city Dubs, Denver! ADD Side Note: When Summer Crush and I visit Denver someones having a party and it will be the dopest shit. Bless all parents with young kids shit be crazy yo, I only have one and am broken Jobs. Oh yes jobs. I bounced to a start up. PaymentEarth. Blockchain is exciting. Ripple is exciting. Risk and making your own future is most exciting. The god dam NFL is exciting. "Do you have thirty seconds to listen to my pitch?" Side note: everyone's got 30 seconds for a dope pitch about anything really. Patriot's vs. Bears please, please, please, please, please

The Christmas photo :) Thanks for playing. Happy New Year. Charlie Paradise aka halfway aka Sav Black get what u give. many thanks to YG Turkey Bowl founding father and board member Jay "bullet" Campisi for sticking with me all the way on this. Teamwork bitches.

PS: Peep the foreword to the book. And remember my gorillas as long as you have a job fun stuff can simply be a side hustle, job is key, PaymentEarth is here :)! Fiyah kid. I took so long to finish this I figured I might as write the 4 word, ok? Years. Years. :) Foreword:

Peter Lynch drilled in America, earnings drive stocks which are the very best place for your savings over the long term. The book was one up on Wall St. It changed my life gambling was in fact legal if you called it investing. A lot of things changed depending on how you said them. Investing. Money. Options. The new American dream as it was, u c Day trading dawned, I was bluffing not cheating please tidy up the infrastructure of your very limited vocabulary. Get it? Probably not there is no middle ground, it is hard 2 tell!

In any event the silver haired guru behind Fidelity was as fundamental as they came like the Wade Boggs of home grown, stock picking talent, Boston’s own lil Warren to rival Omaha, NB, that one glorious, painful word, money. The words of all words now and then. The economy stupid. Money. Money. Money. The vastest question, the timeless, myopic, what do I do with my money along with Peter Lynch and the stock market brings us to the federal reserve. The FED is the most important institution in the world, and yet sadly most Americans know little about its mandate, its origins how it all went down kinda one giant promise even now with your life savings invested on it’s every word you the average American knows nothing of the FEDs balance sheet, the relationship to our T-Bills and how China plays both tooth fairy and Al Capone with our American debt. You know what an old school bookie from Boston loves more than anything on earth? When his client is down big and rides it all, “no problem.” Money remains very confusing. How to play the fix. The “in” crowd. Good Information pal. Money distorts everything feeds the world empowers us all, yet we teach our kids so little about it. Money makes people do things they don’t want to do, makes family men dishonest but we teach very little about it, the more we looked at it the more it would become comical, far away as we’ve ever been from free-market capitalism in a free democracy. Yet conservative speakers every other phrase invokes the “founding father’s intention” yet can’t tell me the precise working of the second amendment. So the who has it and why is comical the right education like information is key going forward in jobless America. Out of the box is now, ADD for life.

What if I told you between 2009-2019 bad earnings were fantastic news for the stock market the bedrock of Americas middle class, modern day saving’s. Never has the FED been more attuned to equity prices, tweets, the fix has been in for so long so embedded in our laws and government the money never sleeps crowd, goal post movers, change will only come with a complete and utter equity collapse. A long time coming all the while you think you live in a free democracy and fuck face calling from vacation of Mexico to make sure the heads of the six monopolies excuse me super banks will still promise to buy our shitty downgraded bonds to fund this non-sense. It’s the difference between at some point eating and not, HooverVille or ParadiseLand.

Republicans it seems are all for fundamental laws of nature until they are in office or a black man is pulling the purse strings. Money man you better learn something about it, it’s all anyone cares about now, you’ll need it for what’s coming. Brave New World, the money grab is only going to be a thing a couple more generations so start your own company and fail. Then try it again for soon there will be nothing left to do social mobility will be fixed, forever encased like legacy prices to the mighty EURO. Black a permanent underclass as designed from our inception. Fuc that!

Gordon Gecko told us about this in the 80’s the myth of US democracy, of text books, ivy league education, the truths inside cheap credit, sale pitches, tycoons and leveraged, collateralized, debt yet it keeps happening. Do you think if a black bank existed the FED would’ve bailed them out? Of course not in a million years yet you say it’s a ridiculous question. White, right-wing America how could you elect Donald Trump. He’d be a solid trade advisor at best to Michael Bloomberg. The only thing missing now with Trump to complete the failure of W (the original resource room student in the oval office) in exact fashion is to start a war. The Whiteman’s last stand as gracious excuse me greedy as his entrance transparent to an almost holy level yet we repeat the dumbest shit when we don’t acknowledge race and or wade into roundtable discussions. You don’t want to be on the wrong side of history everyone can agree with that our very premise of the YG Foundation (hyper link).

Our parents lived through Vietnam, yet we ran Vietnam back. Think about that, I was 25 years old when we invaded Iraq working across from the white house selling foreign money surviving in a new city. The salary was so low I’d often have to lift lunch old school style, all’s I knew was a had to survive the game I had to stay in the city, if I moved out to the suburbs my life would be over, I had to survive and listen the money would eventually become my talent winning over every decision I had made up until that point. I remember saying George W Bush is staking his entire legacy on this thing. War is the big one specifically middle east invasion, the one you just can’t get wrong. “Afghanistan, easy to get in hard to get out.” Alexander the Great

You think Bush ever left the country, W, I’m talking, before he was president? You think he even knew what a Shia or Sunni was? I can’t even make a good joke. It’s unaccountable, W in his neo-Nazi excuse me neo-con hat sped up the unmovable timetable for the first AA president by a century! If you want an eye brow raising metric to measure the scope of his failures over an eight-year period that would be it. Bear in mind my hawks the account surplus W inherited. The myth of fiscal conservatism, the lie of how your taught history specifically never learning the actual working of the second amendment, not in undergrad, law school, I’d taken a poll at the old Ebbitt’s grill, the K street legal crowd not one could answer it, not one this was recent. “Something about a militia?” Wow nice braces Drew and yet we allow it to happen I recently attended the march for our lives but what now, it’s not working, look further, swing higher, harder, it’s already written the wisdom of our founding fathers becoming the lynchpin of our own lobbying efforts that will not fail. You don’t want to be on the wrong a side of history. Say it three times fast staring at photo’s of your grandparents.

The 5K vs. the 20K dead heads of Vietnam was simply advances in technology. I can just remember Washington DC thinking in 2002, “so we’re really not going to learn a thing from VIETNAM.” It was as our high school basketball coach would say, “incredulous.” Have you been to a funeral of a poor white kid from the coal or the broke street brother carted off to a war for not having access to a quality education? Osama and Sadam H didn’t even like each other, think about that (too late a disclaimer don’t read if your son or daughter was killed in Iraq) Yet we fund and fund just like sales over time in any genre really only buzz words are updated the underlying fundamentals just like being in great shape sort of never change just the spin like blonde haired gorgeous white girls in extremely trendy DC bars in 2008 would decry like their fathers from tobacco land, “the surge is worken ya’ll!” I mean. I heard it again and again from the southern belles working for the government here in Washington DC. What benefits from our government, gotta know someone to get it but by 2008, I was rolling, cared less. I had zero benefits unlike the government workers but mad clients + demolished open rap mike’s on U Street, so I was OK too.

Who really thought invading Iraq was the right call? In war all the kids die even if they survive. What about when the white boys come home from war and are deranged and shoot up curtain bars in posh California dreamy zip codes full of the system rule following, white, Asian college kids. Still, no one wants to take on the second amendment even though it’s clear as day. Its intent, fulfilled, remains, clear translation is, (drum roll please), states Army reserves, that’s what the second amendment means. Hamilton like all our founding father understood this. It never met for you to have a gun Lori. Media is winning, TV is winning they knew this in the 60’s, market corrections abound. Iraq, Iraq, Iraq, Cheney, Cheney, Cheney. Trump, Trump, Trump. Devolution Much of my racial intolerance was watered from wealthy, white Madison standard dads, white men, hawking wars, dropping N bombs, drenched in fear, sometimes worth millions, dicks always hard for wars they themselves dodged under the guise of something referred to as American exceptionalism. Integration is exceptional. In a sense our elected commader and chief, the president will always be emblematic of the people a composite of our collective present. The 60’s were profound in the sense that kids stropped listening. The first teenage legends kids ran with it, corporate America adapted to this defeating the entire purpose thus creating a premium on youth that ignited a reckless pursuit. The origins were real, always, they have to be those 60’s. The 60’s, kids had had enough of the lies. But Really. It was the body count, the draft, the lies the war machine, more than that, it was the history books but mostly it was the body bags, imagine Magic, Peace Man, Jelly, Spec, Black all coming home in body bags for what? Vietnam got better when we left. Why is that always the case? The 60’s is when kids took power excuse me attempted to take hold of their bodies an doing so changed the world. For a couple records anyway. Not listening. Questioning the answers doing everything to get to the bottom of race, fear and money playing in your conversations. Certainly health care or as my dear old man calls it, “the ultimate gift.” Health Care? There’s more. Everything you believe about religion is a lie it must be there is no middle ground religion eats itself have faith be balanced learn more of other religions. Be conscious of time and era.

How did all the information free and fast make us all so dumber? Counter-intuitive. RIP George Carlin. What if I told you everything you ever learned about financial systems in college fuck high school they don’t teach that shit was in fact a lie. What if I told you the white man was the American terrorist and had you all fooled again, or maybe it’s just the senate, congress, west wings and courts and sporting events, nice restaurant’s, a sea of white men somewhere within lies the next mass shooter. It’s foolish in its obviousness only, it’s weird when you have everything and want more, it’s often said that’s how you got everything. That’s wrong and leads us to the #1 issue of any Republican worth his steak knife’s weight, homeland security. This is where we lose in our race to right and rape the world at home, took our eye off home field, now the white boys have come home to roost. Never has anyone ever in the annals of time been gifted more for less than the American white boy. Remember math doesn’t lie. Legal loop holes (see campaign finance) are a form of exploitation regardless, the American white men / boy remains the biggest threat to our homeland security in a landslide. Since America like Madison is the great world experiment there’s no precedent. American pride should come from fighting the terrorists, White conservative men in the senate and supreme court. The color wheel is a powerful, very real concept, the stigma, the history, legacy and birth defect if you don’t know your not aware not present or simply blinded, willingly ignorant nervous as all fuck, you could lose it. I wonder what the feel was like when slaves were freed down south. The slave master had to have had that oh fuck moment. We run from bold discussions in crafty sound bites, confusing tweets and altered states of reality all the while spinning the facts and #’s.

You mom worry about being short on rent, needing something extra for the holidays the wrath of poverty a Muslim could lift his shirt up with a fake bomb tied around him in 1 Liberty Place this morning, fart loudly and Congress conceivably could green light 4 hundred million dollars, war baby, the big costs, the presidency, walls, health care it’s all in some ways a conduit back to your own story your own integration, travel and the lessons accrued from your failures inside this wonderful experiment of mixing races called America. The one place in the world we see small victories as it pertains to what holds us all back forever and forever our perceived differences.

I’d often talk of reverse racism in bars in DC in my 20’s. I hate white people still a lynchpin of my sayings. My first day at a new job I wore, an ‘I love black people’ t-shirt a wide audience of reaction and emotion. I rock my belief’s some pricks thought I was being factitious because what white would ever wear a t-shirt that says that? “I live my rhymes sir.” C-Rat Humans are humans and if you haven’t been around black people or culture as my favorite example think of it like a girl you love. Think about what happens to her after you’ve fucked her a couple times. Outward appearance dies on the vine quickly. You begin to see the person it’s the same thing growing up with kids of different colors and socio-economic backgrounds instead of fucking we played basketball very comparatively. Good sports after a couple games the color like the gender or religion whatever you can see, it’s tricky but that’s the thing, not when it’s black.

White man overall, still very bad given his power which brings us to NRA. The American white man is the biggest threat facing our nation’s security. Tallied up his #’s over the last decade. The American white man as terrorist #1 one in which we enable, arm and defend ass backwards. Solution starts with an all-out banishment of private citizens and guns. The NRA the commerce we’re taking on giants. This is America let’s change it, whose with me don’t be another Ragtime. Do you think I give a fuck if a shoe bomber from some patch of sand stuck in 15th century customs blows his shoe up and a couple people, good Americans die, I care NOT like you care, congress, the media, the relief and sweeping protective packages, care? I watch BET if you can’t see it your implicit, we cannot over react to the Boston bomber and under react to the daily school shootings always white always the question no one wants when they are asking for questions. WHY DOES A BROTHER NEVER SHOOT UP A SCHOOL! It’s a #’s game but these ones don’t match up. Sandy Hook. Alan Iverson was right, the answer. Attention, attention,

Stand up to the focus of Islamic extremism, I’ll never grow up for everyone that did. The lines could not be more clearly drawn the smart phone designed to keep you dumb and idle like a Wendy’s triple cheesed cow available on every corner in the US for cheap like H. Kill yourself no one cares your consuming and accepting. We can’t care about the shoe bomber because we focus too much on it, it’s sick, it’s war an old game, monetized fear. Privatize the gains, socialize the losses. Free markets for free men. OK. The money is mind boggling as we close the city community center. We’re in the trillions game for defense and space people our black, Mexican American sons / daughters again left to rot. Just kids, and that’s fucked up mean while Timmy has everything and is not capable of a god dam thing outside this perverse system of luck and consumption. Practice needing nothing. Yeah fear lasts longer than love but fear my friend is easy to sell and that’s how bills get signed. Guns, war provisions excuse taxed funding, terror is red like native blood, communism, fascism, terrorism, fear, I cannot for the life of me believe to this day as a 76 kid we ran back Vietnam with Iraq. It just happened nor can I believe no one understands how to read the second amendment, it’s state, state army reserves, that’s it, check we got that, Boston Bob our hero doesn’t get to have a gun boys and girls sorry, white man unwinding his massive legislative victories in shaping the US is a multi-decade almost century front, 2160 these words will be true, strong, bold for then which is ridiculous we all have seen enough to know very fundamentally what is right and wrong. Yet No one even cares about Iraq anymore in the context of time it just happened unless it was your kid spin that Patriot. Blacks arm yourself all-in and there will be gun control. George W. Bush had a deeply troubling presidency. The Iraq invasion is when I stopped my affiliation with the republican party. The re-shaping of the court then to lift the veil off campaign finance reform and it’s a wrap. The legend of America itself no more machines and guns just butter it’s gonna take a while for these old white people to die out. If we can’t understand the second amendment, if we lay down to the NRA, meddle in hostile regimes and triple down in freaking trickle down economics fuck that a good patriot will make his ends regardless of whose in office and after a while you just want to help people. My dad and his sister espouse the timeless, “you got no heart if your not a liberal at 18 and you have no brain if your not conservative by 40” regarding age and political affiliation. The translation however to their greatest line is you get lazy, have kids, stop caring and except the world how it is presented to you. Your old so sad since it was you guys that changed the world, the kid legend I wrongly always aspired to be Wanting to then die not help but die. People always say to me speak English is that English I don’t understand you, and you shouldn’t and it’s isn’t that hard. I never understood your lessons even now, policy, history books so with all due respect you gotz 2 chill. I don’t understand you mr. Man, Black Knight never did either. Loops holes, lions, the whites man design it is what it is, the goal post movers, imagine a world where a couple hundred men owned 99% of the worlds wealth now picture there is no limit to what he can donate to a campaign. Now picture one remaining super power burnt as fuck a black man ran the show took the sword attempting TO PROVIDE health care FOR ALL US humans. Imagine banks giving free loans to super banks that defrauded the no brain at 40 crowd, booking FAT commissions, trading toxic mortgages buying back their own stock, land with free money from the FED, imagine out right lying, crashing the economy under the guise of you people know nothing, imagine electing the officials who engineered the collapse to run the treasury and imagine bailing them all out in one mint connected grand slam for the ages. What a laugh at the country club that one got as the sheep get slaughtered.

On top of that Then allowing said whites, letting them re-write the rules, have the US government like a casino, stand by Goldman’s “bad” paper, literally lottery, trade tickets went bust, who cares if Goldman couldn’t collect on their trades from other casino’s? Not our problem fellas. What they read who was up what firm was done on this trade that minute that day, who cares, the US government made sure we backed up Goldman’s ability to collect. Thinking it’s complicated is the problem. What about today? The relationship to money and policy nothing matters everything’s fake nothings fair however from these faint modern ashes a new Madison will merge it must fight the machine change the laws find something truly honorable worth dying for. Create the third party. Call it Jedi. Jefferson was right, revolution is the manure of democracy, Black Panthers just like the Clan we never go away, be different, it’s easy, white panthers will save our union. In my era there are a ton of us

“that dress like me, walk talk an act like me, don’t give a F like me…” MM

It’s often simple, the truth, right course, financially speaking things appear to be complicated by design but are not at all. Power is fear, war is fought on two fronts let us always remember hyperinflation gave to the rise of Hitler and earths most atrocious act. You’d think Jews and blacks would get along here but nope there is no empathy for the American black man in Hollywood or Wall St. The politics of sympathy and policy the disease of money the Big Guy was right. Lawrence Fishbourne was right in Boyz in the Hood, “only the math is universal.” No opinion or western styled white man’s take on math, it checks itself, grand, eat it Bob*.

At the end of one long practice the only lesson I really learned was never tell a bunch of people your writing a book about your hometown it’s literally the dumbest thing you can do. And these coming of age stories I’d always believed needed sharing yes I needed to write out my own therapy. It saved my 50K in waiting room fee’s, truth was by my early 20’s, I’d had yet another surgery of my mangled right arm and lost the ability to bend my wrist. I couldn’t shoot the basketball any longer. I lived in a new city, far away, no friends like the big Guy had always said, and basketball always my usher my therapist life and soul was gone. So I started writing, I’d always believed it was a story worth telling maybe the loss of basketball was the gift of writing eventually the gift of sobriety would allow me the time, focus and head to finish the very first thing I ever did in my life. It didn’t take me long to realize the value in my experiences once I met a broader world and heard there own stories. Legendes is the first of a 3 part series, “outcry” is next. Write. Change. Smile.

“I’ve never met anyone like you in my life.” DJ Premier Sav Black, Arlington VA